What I WANTED *

I turned my head away didn't wanna hear what you said you had changed your mind
I showed up insecure but I thought you would be sure I guess I had a lost sight
but at the end of my life I'll look back on my life  I'll know that my life was good 

at the end of my life I'll look back on my life see I went after you like I should
I went after what I wanted I went after what I wanted and I never really got it 

but it doesn't matter at all.. I guess it was a lot to ask for these things we'd lost
I guess it was just a dream and time changes many things but my heart it still sings
For you, I don't know why but at the end of my life I'll look back on my life
and I'll know that my life was good at the end of my life I'll look back on my life 

see I went after you like I should I went after what I wanted I went after what I wanted
And I never really got it But it doesn't matter at all I thought I'd spend my last days
Holding your hand now all of my senses lie here dead on the floor
But at the end of my life I'll look back on my life and I'll know that my life was good
At the end of my life I'll look back on my life see I went after you like I should
I went after what I wanted I went after what I wanted and I never really got it 

but it doesn't matter at all everything else I lost it I went after what I wanted
I went after what I wanted and the rest don't really matter It doesn't matter at all